MELANIE.

2011-03-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

2011-03-20T03:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt so caught up in so much thought that you don't even know how or what you are thinking about?
You look up for lyrics and songs and quotes to express yourself but to no avail.

You think and think and think and you find yourself going round in circles, when all you really wanted was to have a happy careless conversation with a person you love.

2011-03-20T00:40:00.001-07:00

Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not to because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice to set each other

through you i can do anything, i can do all things

2010-04-07T22:29:00.000-07:00

You know what sucks?
Lots of homework, no time, no mood.

Sighh holidays are coming to a end soon and I haven't actually finished a single assignment
how sad is that!
keep getting distracted
Oh well, hehe.
My parents and my little sister are arriving this saturday!
Haha
I'll update when there's actually something to update about

byebye!

its 1st april, the date is wrong

2010-03-31T18:16:00.000-07:00

The maple syrup's full of ants.

A mouse is creeping on the shelf.
Is that a spider on your back?
I ate the whole pie by myself.
The kitchen sink just overflowed.

A flash flood washed away the school.

I threw your blanket in the trash.

I never lie----I---

APRIL FOOL!

- Myra Cohn Livingston

trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down

2010-03-28T21:09:00.001-07:00

Wee it's monday!
I've got so much assignments to do.

Was supposed to go rock climbing on saturday but didn't in the end !
Raawr.
I told myself I would start on my assignment today but, :/
So here I am, posting my random crap :D

Pokemon rap. (To the tune of milkshake)
My pokemon cards bring all the girls to the yard,
And they're like 'tsk'
Do you wanna trade cards?
Damn right 'tsk'
I wanna trade cards
But I won't trade my Charizard!

how lame am i getting.

so let's spend the afternoon in a cold hot air balloon

2010-03-25T04:08:00.000-07:00

Havent updated very much on this bloggie
Well school term 1 is coming to an end tomorrow.
Time is flying past me already!!
Anyway school is okay so far.
Had parent teacher interview, which was abit chaotic but still okay.
Science teacher told my aunty I got distracted easily when using laptop. -.-
So mean right D:<
heh heh will update more soon but not im just too lazy right now
bwahaha.

2010-03-24T02:36:00.001-07:00

Would you believe me if I said you don't have to wait for the answer before you step out in Faith?

every second counts on the clock that's ticking.

2010-03-20T18:33:00.000-07:00

Cute pictures :) .

faith.hope.love

2010-03-19T17:01:00.000-07:00

Life is God's novel. Let him write it. - Isaac Bashevis Singer

this is my cry, my one desire.

2010-03-13T03:27:00.001-08:00

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Heehee yesterday was free dress day
We could wear whatever we wanted to school, but had to pay 1 dollar to "dress up" haha.
For charity thingy.
And there was hair spraying for 50 cents.
Sprayed a pink star and golden strip at the back haha

And there was also this shaving head thingy
You could shave your head for money $$$ .
Cool cool cool

Havent put pictures in blog for a long time. haha.

beautiful

2010-03-08T22:36:00.000-08:00

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried.
Quietly,patiently, lovingly God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate,
And the Master so gently said, "Child, you must wait".
"Wait? You say, wait! " my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By Faith, I have asked, and am claiming your Word.
My future and all to which I can relate
hangs in the balance, and YOU tell me to WAIT?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign, or even a 'no' to which I can resign.
And Lord, You promised that if we believe
we need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord, I've been asking, and this is my cry: I'm weary of asking! I need a reply!"
Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied once again, "You must wait."
So, I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut and grumbled to God,
"So, I'm waiting.... for what?" He seemed, then, to kneel,
and His eyes wept with mine,
And he tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens, and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead, and cause mountains to run.
All you seek, I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want
But, you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint;
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint;
You'd not learn to see through the clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there;
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence were all you could see.
You'd never experience that fullness of love
As the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove;
You'd know that I give and I save.... (for a start),
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.
The glow of My comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight,
The depth that's beyond getting just what you asked
Of an infinite God, who makes what you have LAST.
You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that "My grace is sufficient for Thee."
Yes, your dreams or your loved one overnight would come true,
But, Oh, the Loss! If I lost what I'm doing in you!
So, be silent, My Child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.
And though often may My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still,"WAIT."

Author Unknown

and we know its never simple never easy.

2010-03-03T22:28:00.000-08:00

Havent been blogging alot.
Haha guess what happened in the morning, me and my brother were running late.
And so i left the house first and i walked towards the tram stop.
Then when I saw my bro left the house he was running to catch up with me so I ran incase yknow I missed the tram or anything.
So then lucky I ran, the tram was just there so I chiong-ed to the tram and got in.
I looked back I didn't see my bro anywhere.
Then suddenly i saw him strolling down walkway there.
And he saw me in the tram.
By the time the tram left already so I was like "OMG" and he was like " O_O!!" LOL.
So anyway was NOT late.
First period was maths.
Supposed to have our ACTUAL maths test but since like some of my classmates went for some volleyball thing so postponed to next week ^^ .
Recess, then French.
I kinda like french cos yknow i can just not do anything and talk to my friend hehe.
Then right the class was asking my china friend how to say the F word in Chinese haha then they all started saying -.- .
Then she was like telling me to tell them that "You are stupid" in chinese means "WO shi ben dan"
So next time they want to scold people they are actually scolding themselves. HAHA.
Lunch... Then had english.
We have creative writing to do as homework. Again.
After that had Health and Human Relations.
Just watched video about obesity and diabetes stuffs.
And that's the end of school!

Free dress day next friday ^^.
yay.

2010-02-26T20:01:00.000-08:00

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:
'I don't believe that God exists.'
'Why do you say that?' asked the customer. 'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?
Would there be abandoned children?
If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.
I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.'
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.
The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.
Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.
He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:
'You know what? Barbers do not exist.'
'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber.
'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!'
'No!' the customer exclaimed. 'Barbers don't exist because
if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'
'Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me.'
'Exactly!' affirmed the customer. 'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist!
That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world

tonight i'm on my knees

2010-02-24T21:25:00.000-08:00

Life ain't going that smoothly now.
my life is just.... unlucky.
This is crap feeling.
Sitting here doing nothing seems to be the only option,
I wanna do something, anything
Cos doing nothing hurts.
someone tell me what to do
why'd this have to happen?
cos this isn't what it's supposed to be.

it's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair

2010-02-22T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hello haven't touched this blog in a while so here's just an update. :)
Today was as usual, an average day, a boring day.
First period, Health and Human Relations.
Finished the super sized me video.
The guy who had macs for 30 days gained 10kg man.
Second period, french. French just copying off the board and worksheet..
Learning some verb things.
Recess, then geography.
Did a worksheet but we were supposed to use the laptops to type out the answers.
I finished all my questions, wanted to go on fb but the stupid school blocked it so -.- .
Lunch, then had science. Finger prints.
Just did some finger print thingy.
We were supposed to press our fingers against the tile and then we would use powder and a brush to see out finger print.
Couldn't really see the prints but whatever haha.
And then had maths we're still doing pythagoras theorem..
ARHH today have so many homeworks :(
HHR mindmap, Maths homework and have to learn french dictation ! :(
RAWRRR

2010-02-19T17:42:00.000-08:00

today's a winding road that has taken me to places i didn't wanna go

2010-02-16T03:01:00.000-08:00

Hello i know i have not been posting in a while sorry!
Here's an update on school life:

First period, had English.
We kind of had literature.
Yknow, poems and answer questions..
Then had PE but theory.
I didnt know so i brought my PE uniform along LOL.
Used laptops, had to form the human skeleton by copy and pasting images on the net.
Recess..
Then had science.
We did this experiment about DNA.
There was peas blended until liquid form. (pea juice)
So had to mix detergent and meat tenderizer inside and ethanol.
And we were supposed to be able to pull out a long strand of DNA but for us we only managed to get white blobs of broken DNA.
Ha, well anyways.
Had lunch, then ceramics.
Ceramics continued with our cake thingy.
My cake looks like crap man.
But oh wells.
And that's the end of the day!

Nothing much happening.
On monday we had this swimming thingy. I didnt swim though.
Just sat down chat, and ate.
Made retarded music videos.
It was super and hot and i got sunburnt :(
Hurting like what now. ><
I have photos with my friends but i cannot find my cable for my phone!!!! :((
So until i find a computer with bluetooth i cant upload photos from my phone.
Okay that's all see youuu i miss you..

Help

I wanna take back all the shit i've done

2010-02-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

As i start to think about what has happened from sec 1 till now,
I realised and know how many stupid retarded things i've done.
So so many.
If only i could tell you I'm sorry.
If only I could go back and undo all the mistakes I've made.
If only I could rewind time and made the right choices and did what was right.
I'm so sorry if I had hurt anyone in the past. I really didnt mean it.
I really regret everything i've done.
So to anyone i've ever caused hurt to,
I'm really really sorry, from the bottom of my heart.
I was stupid and ignorant.
Please forgive me.

2010-02-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out every fear."

I will rise on eagle's wings

2010-02-07T21:53:00.000-08:00

A little update on school life, hehekeke

First two periods was English.
So we did this fill in the blank test for our teacher.
And I finally received my first homework.
A piece of compo due next wednesday.
The compo is like, you choose a starter sentence,
and then you have to choose 3 things to put into your compo (A toe ring, A jamaican waitress, A love letter) something like that.
LOL so many random things sia.
And the whole of the second period was spent reading books in the library.
Haha, had recess, then had PE.
Ha, we had to run 1.6 km, 4 rounds around the field, under the blazing sun.
Very fun right! Omg man, it was so hot, but we ran 2 rounds then walked 2 rounds.
Changed, and then had assembly.
We went into our respective houses and Im in yellow house (willsmere) .
So yeah they just talk and talk. We're having this swimming thingy next week. :/
I'm gonna do 50m freestyle. (My PE teacher forced us to choose at least one event so yeah). After assembly had lunch, then had french.
French is super boring, Cos i have no idea what the teacher is talking about.
So i just sit there and do nothing, copy answers. LOL.
Then had geog teacher. I love my geog teacher man.
He said he had 7 kids and 3 of them are triplets.
Cool huh. hehe, and he gave us Delicious spearmints to eat.
Tasted like toothpaste. Very nice (Y)
After school I met my brother
And he said that his friend lives just opposite the school and he was gonna give my brother a lemonade ice cream.
I asked my bro to ask for one more for me.
hehe, yeah so we both got lemon ice-cream! Yummy! :)
and tram-ed home and here I am posting. :)

Ps: I was browsing through pictures when I came across the one on top. So cute huh (3

sweet dreams on a beautiful nightmare

2010-02-06T03:14:00.000-08:00

haven't been updating recently cos very lazy ahah.

But i'm super bored right now so..... haha.

Life so far has been pretty normal.

School has been how I expected it to be.

Haven't gotten any homework so far. hehe.

Shit man, i got the worst math teacher ever but oh well.

tomorrow i'm going to Planetshakers church.

Today I went bowling!

Its quite fun, i suck at bowling man.

well... nothing else to update.

That's it for now

Yes I know my blog is very boring, sorry :(

Wow i'm really bored, no one to talk to on msn :(

Ps: The picture on top is so cute right right right!!!!!

I'll watch the night turn light blue but its not the same without you

2010-02-02T22:59:00.000-08:00

I miss everyone in Singapore so much...
It doesn't feel right without you guys.
Like, i miss those times we used to hang out after school.
I miss the times where I could just go crazy anytime i wanted.
I miss the times during dance.
I miss the times we had in the bus.
I miss having recess together.
I miss sharing secrets with one another.
I miss every single moment we all had together.
I miss all the laughter we shared.
I miss all the tears we shed as well.
I miss telling each other our problems.
I miss telling each other girly stuff.
I miss every single thing!!!
IT JUST DOESNT FEEL RIGHT WITHOUT YOU GUYS!
Everyone who meant so much to me is not with me (physically)
And i just can't go crazy as before without you guys.
Maybe I just need time to adjust or something ....
oh well, maybe in time everything will get better
hopefully.
miss you.

Currently crazy over - Tonight (FM static) , Worth fighting for (Jackie Boyz) , and chicken rice

I would go to the ends of the earth for You

2010-02-02T01:50:00.000-08:00

Today was the first day of school! Yay? Haha.
So we took a tram down to school..
I hate it man my dress is so long.
It's like AT my knees and it's super irritating. Plus everyone else's is above their knees. >:(
Heh, so anyways, I reported to the general office and waited together with all the new students. Wait and wait and wait and stupid brother was complaining beside me "Why must I wait!!! Can I go first!!!!!!!"
Yeah, so she brought us the the gym for assembly.
Wah I tell you when i saw all the students it's really like !!! .
A lot of the guys had this super SHAGGY HAIR like covering their whole face!
And like a lot of the girls wore make-up and use ribbons to tie their hair wear bracelets and stuffs.
And like some of them dyed their hair. Quite a number actually.
Even the TEACHERS dyed also lo!
Haha, went to the library, where all the year 9s went.
The teacher was briefing us but like the year 9s were a bit rowdy and the teacher kept having to stop.
So yeah after our briefing we went in our connect groups (yeah this connect group thing is something like a pastoral care thingy something like a care group)
It was so pointless I tell you. We had to copy our timetable into our handbook. -.-
The timetable was ALREADY INSIDE the diary but we needed to copy the periods down again. Then talk nonsense.. For so long I tell you.
So had recess and met a lot of friends though this one girl , mostly asians but there were a few aussies.
Haha few of them were crazy over korean bands. :P (*wink wink rachel! )
So after recess had somemore of connect.
Oh but halfway during connect we had this firedrill.
We had to go out in the field and assemble according to our class.
It was super hot I tell you. Like reaaaally hot.
And then in the shade there all the teachers were resting there. zzz.
And my classmates were like introducing themselves to me, they are quite friendly :P
Then one girl told me that my school was the second ugliest school. -.- I was like oh man....... Haha.
Oh yah, the students here call the teachers 'sir' and 'miss' haha.
After connect group we had lunchtime!
So after lunch we go find our lockers.
When i opened my locker there was another bag inside !
Haha, so i gave it to the teacher and he took it to the office.
So i dumped my bag inside and went for maths.
Made friends with 3 new aussie girls. :) They are very nice actually. haha.
Then had maths.. The whole time we did problem solving..
And then headed down for science.
We had to do this experiment, like, use the dropper and drop the "fake blood" from say, 10 cm, then 20 cm and so on.
Till 200 cm! Haha, So yeah ... And that marks the end of my school day. yay.

Tomorrow gonna have home econs and ceramics but i dont really feel like going to school.
But oh well.
haha how are you doing in school?
Bed time's at 1030 it's 1011 now so bye see you!

the whole Earth falls to it's knees at the sound of Your beautiful name.

2010-01-31T21:56:00.000-08:00

Wow school's starting tomorrow already.
My brother's started school already though.
Melbourne has been pretty okay so far, weather still very wierd.
Went to the beach on saturday and it was pretty fun. (photos on fb)
Wish me luck for school :/

I was thinking of doing dedications.
Soon soon : )
I miss you rachel chua and audrey lim and clara lim and cheryl teowz and anlynn teh and shafia mehboob :(
And everyone back in singapore too :((

hold me in your arms, never let me go, i wanna spend eternity with You

2010-01-28T20:17:00.001-08:00

Omg just arrived in Melbourne yesterday.
Didn't have time to post ystd
Weather in melbourne is super unpredictable,
like, one moment it can be so cold and the wind is very strong and the next moment it's so sunny and hot and the wind stops blowing. LOL.
Yesterday was pretty slack, went for lunch and nap-ed for 5 hours. : P
Went for dinner and yea that's it.
And today is quite hectic, my bro and I just went to meet up with the office lady and we chose our subjects we wanted to take.
IM GONNA LEARN FRENCH OMG OMG COOL HUH HAHAH.
They dont offer chinese there so yea either french or japanese.
wow they offer a lot of subjects, first half of the year gonna do ceramics and the next half gonna do dance :D
I miss dance. :(
Anyway , went to buy school uniform and the uniform rules there are super strict.
Cannot wear ankle socks! D:
And the blazer must be worn at all times...
Yeah, anyways I dont keep my Singapore number anymore but i'll be getting a new aus number later today.
See you! :)

Missing you guys......... :(

Hold me in your arms, never let me go, I wanna spend eternity with you.

2010-01-26T05:08:00.001-08:00

Waa shits man, feeling super stressed now.
So many things to do but so little time.

Why must things turn out this way?
Why must things end up with hatred?
Why?
I feel so helpless and useless and everything.
It sucks being the one in the middle.
I really just feel like running away from everything now
Decisions decisions decisions.
Once you make the wrong decision, everything goes terribly wrong.
And it's too late to regret it.
SHITS THIS.

The hardest phrase of my life is coming soon.
Very soon
So soon, it's so unreal, so unbelievable.
But yes i guess as they all say, the truth hurts.
It does.
If only I have seen this coming.
I would have stayed away and hid myself in a corner and isolated myself
Now it's even harder.
Oh well yes, i guess shit happens.
And we all have to bear with all this shit.

OH GOD, PLEASE GIVE ME THE EMOTIONAL STRENGTH TO PULL THROUGH THIS.
I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN.
I NEED YOU LORD.
IT"S JUST ONE MORE DAY LEFT HERE
LORD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP NOW.
BUT I KNOW YOU HAVE A PLAN LAID OUT AHEAD FOR ME
I'M TRUSTING YOU I AM.
BUT I JUST NEED YOU.
FROM THE INSIDE OUT LORD MY SOUL CRIES OUT.
Singing you, you bring me life.
You bring me hope.
You're all I need.

too much of anything can make you sick

2010-01-23T08:35:00.000-08:00

feels like i haven't been blogging in ages mannn

have been like super busy to update

so anyways chua, audrey, shafia and teh slept over my house on friday

too bad they had dance or they could have come earlier and slept later and left later.

but yes we had a lot of fun, took lots of photos, as usual heh.

half the photos with me and half of them with rachel

i'll upload them soon!! : )

After they left had level session and played with uno cards!! : )

stacking up uno cards can be very very addicting.

haha, yeah went to Far East after that and shopped .

Bought a very niceeee shirt!!!!! :D so happyyyyy.

and also a very nice t-shirt with charity and cheryl

must wear tgt soon ok!

and right now..... sleeping over cousins house.

haha yes so that's it for now see you!

Reality is just so hard to face.

It's, unbelievable.

Unbelievably painful.

an unforgettable experience

2010-01-21T06:14:00.000-08:00

Had such an awesome and memorable day today
A day i'll never forget.
Spent this special day with the dancers (L)
Went to Holland V, met someone in Frolick hahah
chilled out at NYDC.
Mrs Tye and Lao Shi was so sweet to have bought some lovely gifts.
And so did the dancers, for that wonderful book of photos. :') .
I really loved it.
And so from the bottom of my heart, thank you. (esp rachel and anlynn i know how much effort you guys put into it, thanks a lot... (3 )
It was the bestest gift ever.
Had some speeches and stuffs and later went to Cold Rock.
Wow the ice cream there is like awesome ok, (but you must know what ice cream to mix with what)
And yes took more photos.
See on facebook i'm lazy to post them here heh.
Thanks, for being such awesome friends. : ) .
I (L) you guys .

please take me away from here.

2010-01-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

I've never felt this helpless in my life before.

anyway, on a happier note,
had a great time with dancers today
fitting 6 people in a car was tough hahah
took lots of pictures
check them out on facebook yea have a nice day.

randomness in the air everywhere

2010-01-19T02:32:00.000-08:00

I HATE THE FEELING WHEN YOU REGRET SOMETHING YOU JUST DID!!!! RAWR

Anyway hi :)
Just had a nice day out with besties
did a little shopping? heh

omg i'm super broke i tell you
:( .........
no more money anymore....
how how how how HOW!!!!!!!!
nonono this wont do.
must save save save.
Oh wait i dont have any more money to save :( !

And another day passes by me just like that........

Because when I think of you, i don't feel so alone

2010-01-17T00:54:00.000-08:00

feeling so much better now
thank you for making me feel better
looking at things from a different point of view kind of helps,
and now i really feel so much better now that i know that............... (3
maybe things won't be that bad anymore.
Well i hope so.

I really enjoyed myself on saturday, went dare with my beloveds (L)
It was really fun k, camwhoring and playing like little carefree kids.
how I wish life could be like that for the rest of my life hahah

Anyway im really sorry about today rach and anlynn too i'll make it up to you tmr kkkkkk :)
i promise.
PIZZA HUT! :)

Your love, brings me to my knees again.

from the inside out, Lord my soul cries out

2010-01-16T06:59:00.000-08:00

What are you supposed to do when everything that meant everything, EVERYTHING to you, was going to be taken away from you?
Look at the bright side?
How are we supposed to look at the bright side when the dark side was 95% of it?
Life has its ups and downs.
And just when you experience your great big up, there came this even bigger down.
Why?
Is life supposed to be THIS cruel to you?
Sometimes, the reality is just so tough, so unreal, so... painful
You dont know how to face it.
You dont know what to do.
So you just breakdown every night just even thinking about it.
That pain that hits your heart immediately when people mention it.
Im tired of this

oh god, please help me.
every part of me cries out to you,
I cant do this on my own
Show me your plan for me
Tell me whats going on
why is this happening?!
why must it happen?
Why?

2010-01-15T19:08:00.000-08:00

At clara's house now
slept over from yesterday to today awesome right hahahahaha
went to mos burger for dinner arcaded.....
had some yummy stingray for supper
stupid forgot to pack shoes so im stuck with my stupid white converse shoes rawr
going to church later so bye

wrong decisions everyday

2010-01-14T02:30:00.000-08:00

the days are passing by so quickly.............

All I need is you, Lord.

2010-01-09T19:57:00.000-08:00

yes i would like to proudly announce that i survived the first week of school. :D
it feels wierd, being in a different class and everything.
I miss 2/3.
Well anyway, we had CCA open house on friday.
It was quite noisy and everything
It was pretty fun at first but later got a bit bored as the sec 1s were kind of tao-ing us .
School's starting tomorrow again..
a week passed by so quickly..........

And yay i finally got my everlast shoes

thanks for cheering me up.
I really do appriciate it.
But that little part of me, can't be helped.

why?

2010-01-08T04:22:00.000-08:00

It's killing me.
It sucks.
It bloody hell hurts.
There's nothing i can do about it.
I hate it.
I really hate it.

God i need you, especially now
I need your help for me to pull through this.
I really really need you, i hope you'll be there for me

It hurts just thinking about it
why?
i try not to think about it.
but it feels more real
as each day passes

my soul cries out

2010-01-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

school's been so boring these few days. :(
all sucky teachers.
life's been like so down lately.......
sigh
i wish i could travel back in time.

sometimes i just feel like giving up and just disappear

i love you.

2010-01-05T00:36:00.000-08:00

school's started.
sec 3s much harder than i thought it'd be
and to make it worse most of our teachers are like .........
sigh.
and all the lessons or at least most of them are so boring ...
sian sec 3 sucks so bad what more sec 4!!!!
Still cant decide between pure history or pure geog.

2010

2009-12-31T04:14:00.000-08:00

Woah, its new year alr!
Haha, well unfortunately we're not going anywhere to celebrate.
having an awesome time here in indo. heh
update more when i get back.
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2, SUPER CUTE MOVIE.

Theodore is soooo cute haha!
so chubby and innocent

anyways, have a blessed new year ahead :)
hope 2010 will be a better year then 2009.

happy day

2009-12-23T18:38:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE PEOPLE : D

flying off to Bali later byeeee!

You hold my hand in my darkest hour

2009-12-23T01:44:00.000-08:00

yeahy got a laptop, but its not new, secondhand one that was bought 3 years ago.
haha, but its still in good condition and its not that bad :)
yay.
Wow, realise its almost christmas alr? in just 2 days
flying off to Bali tomorrow, coming back on the 3rd.
time really flies....
And in just 1 week we would be schooling again.

anyway, next year's batch of sec 1s is a lot man.
There are 7 classes, all 40 pupils in one class, including NA and NT.
So that means there will be 280 sec 1s next year? :o
My bro's one of them. :/
I heard miss lai would be teaching 1/1 and mrs tye would be teaching 1/2.
haha.
Well anyways, happy holidays to you : )

Oh and, thanks for the wallet aud :D

You showed me life, you opened my eyes.

2009-12-15T03:37:00.000-08:00

Have not been posting in like forever?
Haha, well here I am, have been so busy, everyday have stuff on.
I WENT FISHING ON MONDAY HAHAHA.
Its been ages since I last went fishing.
And DG came over to my house for girly time haha.
Cheryl and I kept repeating the bimbo cheer .. hehe
upload the pictures soon k..! : )
Going carolling this saturday.
Haha upload pictures when i have them bye

My heart overflows, with the goodness of the Lord.

2009-12-11T02:24:00.000-08:00

I'm back!! :D
Received a lot from camp.
It's like so refreshing spiritually.
The games were quite boring but service was awesome.

1st day
Cheryl's dad dropped us off to Downtown east.
Left our bags in soom room and went to Wild Wild Wet to play! :D
Was quite fun, went around the shiok river around 5 times. Haha.
Later had this mass games activities.
Got a little wet. haha.
Got sunburnt. :(
Washed up and took some photos in the room.

Had service.
Before service, saw waterboy!
Cheryl went mad ok because she claimed that he came especially to her!!!!!!! =)
Service was good.
Had ministering.
Went back to room and did some exercise!! :)
Sit-ups, push-ups...

slept at 1230.

2nd day
We were supposed to wake up at 730 but woke up at 8. LOL.
Had quiet time in the morning but me and cheryl were late.
So anyway had breakfast and then service.
Primary 6 campers joined us too.
Another awesome service.
Pastor talked about how God has a timing for everything and how everything will be made beautiful in it's time.
Had ministering again.
So after service had games again.
There was this project runaway game, where you had to dress up a girl from your group with make-up and everything.
They would have to cat-walk along the red-carpet. Hahaha!
Charity was our model! : )
Anyway washed up and had service at night again.
During service felt so tired.
Had ministering again.
P&W-ed for very long and me clara cheryl went so hyper.
Cheryl started screaming at me for no particular reason. Hahah!
Jump like mad.
Reached the room and bathed.

3rd day
Was late for breakfast again.
Had service again.
Another powerful message.
Had ministering again.
Actually almost every service.
Had some level games again.
The sun was so hot..
After that went back to the room to rest and relax and get ready for the finale night.
There was this Dare got talent thing. Super entertaining haha!
There was singing, acting and dancing.
Haha a bunch of sec 4s danced the gee dance and sorry sorry dance. So funny! HAHA.
There was also very funny acting haha.
111-111-111-7! :D
"Is this a cup?"
HAHAHA.
But unfortunately P&W that night was so short!
Even shorter than the night before. :(
On our way back to the chalet cheryl and clara got so hyper man.
Clara and charity went to sleep first.
I stayed up to talk with dora and cheryl and the rest.
Went to sleep and I was supposed to wake up at 430 but i didnt hear the alarm clock!! >:(
So slept all the way until 9!! :(
THE WHOLE NIGHT JUST WASTED LIKE THAT.
Oh well.

4th day
Packed our stuff and had a de-brief and broke camp.
Went to white sands with cheryl.
Ate koptiam and sushi : )
Walked around.
Went library and read magazines haha.
Took some photos.

Mrt-ed home.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING YAY.

Whenever things are going wrong, somehow you comee along just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack.

2009-12-07T07:59:00.000-08:00

At cheryl dear's house now.
heehee.
They are high on PINK?
Ang guess what..
Had CRAB for dinnerrr
Crab crab crab mr crabby
oh yes, I just tricked them and i so dont feel guilty :)
So my punishment is i have to bathe last tmr. :(
Hahaha anyways church camp tmr!
Nonsensical

You make me smile like the sun.

2009-12-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

Haha, back from US :)
Have been too lazy to update since then.
So i shall update now.
Just a brief update. :P
Photos are on fb, lazy to update here.

The flight there was abt 18 hours altogether.
Over there it gets dark at like 5, cos its winter.
And the people there is super nice and friendly! :D
Anyways, Visited san diego first.
rented a car and dove to hotel.
Next day, went legoland. Quite fun. :)

almost everything on display is made of legos. so cool la!

Next day, went sea world.
Fed dolphins, and touched them. Omg they feel like cushions! :D
Many awesome shows performed by the animals.
Dolphins, whales, sealions... haha.

Next day, went San diego zoo.
Out of all i think this was the most boring. LOL.
Just walk around and look at animals.. Haha.
So nothing much.

Next day, drove to Las Vegas. Spent almost the whole afternoon driving there.
Stopped at Barstow for a while to shop.
Saw a very nice Guess shirt!! But in the end never buy. :(
Checked in hotel.
Wah there was this huge casino in the hotel.
So cool! :D

Next day, walked around LV.
Went to M&M world.
Wow, there was like 4 storeys of M&M stuff on sale.
After that went to play arcade, 2 hours unlimited playing!! :)
In the evening, went to watch a show, called "O" .
Damn nice, it was super awesome.
They did so many stunts they are just WOW. haha.
And after that went to watch the fountain show at bellagio!!
wah so nice eh.

Next day, went to a chocolate factory.
Then, went to play mini golf.
After that we went to the max musuem, which was super cool.
They have these famous people made out of wax.
They look quite real.
It quite cool! :)
There was MJ, elvis presly, britney spears, madonna...

Next day, went go-kart, DAMN FUN.
Drive in the kart, around several circuits.
haha, after that went shopping at outlets!!
Bought Levi's jeans at only US$20!!
And a levi cap.
and this cool Mr.Fuzzy thing HAHA :)

Next day, shopped one more time in vegas before going to anaheim.
Spent the day driving there.
Checked in hotel.

Next day, DISNEYLAND! :D
The best !
Everything was good except for the food. So ex. And SO SMALL.

See how small it is...
Everything there the rides, the rollercoasters and everything was FUN!
Was in disneyland for 11 hours walking around.
It was super crowded there.
Have to wait for like 30 minutes to ride some rides.
Some even 65 minutes. :/

Next day, disneyland adventure park.
Where the scarier rides are.
Sat on this free fall ride.
DAMN SCARY OK, my dad kinda forced me to ride it.
And i was screaming like mad. haha.
There was also this cool ferris wheel that was hanging onto a circular wire.
So when the ferris wheel move you would slide down the circle wire thing. Haha.

Next day, universal studios!
There was this tour that showed the places of where movies were filmed.
And how some of the things in movies were possible.
Watched 4D shows, and also a few rides.

Last day, went to some church took some photos.
Then went to the beach and walk around.
Spent the rest of the day in disneyland again. Haha.

And then, flew back to singapore!
So yes this is all for now, update soon!

2009-11-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

Flying off tmr, flight's at 6, so leaving house at 3:30am.
Wah then gotta stay up till 3 leh.
So excited yet i'll miss you guys.. :(
And we're not bringing a laptop so, wont update in a while. :/

Wells anyways,
Today was funn!
Not dance, but the part after that.
We were supposed to go sentosa and play, but it started raining..
So ended up went vivo and ate sakae sushi eat-all-you-can buffet for $13.90++
Super nice n worth it tho its a bit expensive. ><
Ordered sooooooo many side dishes.
Hehe all dishes below $2.99 were free somemore. :D
So full.
Then went to sky garden and played in the rain.
Splashed in this mini-pool.
Slashed until totally drenched thanks to SHAFIA!!! HAHA :)
Went to change everything.
Then play cards.
Took lots of photos... And videos!! Haha.
Photos will be uploaded on fb soon i think .

Well see you people back on 29 nov!!

It's like I waited my whole life for this one night.

2009-11-10T01:01:00.000-08:00

Whole body's aching today thanks to dance.
Dance was pure torture yesterday ok.
And laoshi spent like 45 mins talking about random things such as life and all. LOL.
Went pizza hut after dance with rachel, anlynn, audrey, shafia and xin lei.
Sausage craze CRAZE! haha.
It was raining so heavily we decided to walk around to wait for the rain to stop.
In the end it got heavier. =.=
So took cab to shafia's stop.
Later my dad brought me to make new specs!
And my degree hasn't increased yeah! :D

Its so boring at home..
Sometimes I wish school hasn't closed so early. ><
Anw flying to US this saturday, will try to take lots of pictures!!

It's like being on a roller coaster ride.

2009-11-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

Looking at my scheldule, holidays are gonna be quite packed.
Dance, lessons, camps, overseas.. etc.
WAA.
Aww man, gonna have to skip youth service this saturday.
Cos i'll be going overseas, til 29 nov!
Such a waste! Wei Heng said me and cheryl could be the clickers. :(

Anyways, had church today.
It was held in expo cos suntec had the APEC thing .
Waaa super crowded man, cos there's city harvest and FCBC church also.
We were in Hall 4, so crowded ended up had to sit on the floor. ><
Good service though . :)
Had jap food for lunch hahahahaha. Jealous? :D
Heh.

Gonna be overseas for quite long.
Going US in nov and bali + jarkata in Dec. :/
Anyways, that's all i've got now see you soon.

So let hope rise, and darkness tremble.

2009-11-02T03:39:00.001-08:00

Cute picture :)

Anyways, went for dance early in de morning.
Then me and audrey were talking behind and I totally forgot it was almost 8.
Then Lao shi came in and we started changing and tying hair everything.
And that's how her bad mood came about.
Rachel had to go early for her dental.
So me and audrey met her at dover.
Went to watch my sister's keeper at west mall.

DAMN SAD! :(
SO very sad. :((
I was tearing.. :'(
Hahah, but yeah, it's nice la.
Walked around west mall..
Had a nice 3 of us time.
It was raining when we walked out of the mall.
Its been raining a lot nowadays.. ><
Dont know why also.
Haha so anyways that's all for now.
I'm off!

Maybe it's true I can't live without you.

2009-10-30T04:09:00.000-07:00

Oh mannn..
Today's the last day of school. How sad. :(
The last day 2/3 would be together.
Haha, anyways wow 2/2 took like class photos and everything.
They're like so united lah. Haha.
Anyways, report book results were okay...
Got 10th in class, but 55th level. See the difference?
Math got 57!! AHH stupid mr goh set the paper so hard!

Anyways, today was preformance day!
Wan Ling couldn't dance :(
So had to make some changes to the dance.
So i guess it still turned out ok, just not as nice :/
Was super nervous backstage!
And everyone was laughing at our dance haha.
After that went to the back of the hall and watched the rest of the performance.
It was Miss Goh's and miss siti's item after us.
THEY CAN SING MAN!
and mr collin koh too! :D
Wow.
Haha, after the policeman finished talking went to remove make-up and change everything.
Had a hard time removing the eyeliner.
And Rasita helped me tie some plaits thing haha!
She can tie it really well!! :)
Haha, went back to class, talked, got report book back.
Quite surprised got 10th in class :P
Went Xin Lei's and rachel's house after school.
Haha, Xin Lei's dog was quite cute !
Rachel was like super scared of it. As in really really scared lor. LOL.
Anyways, left her house and went rachel's house.
Went swimming and went quite mad.
LOL.
Went back upstairs, showered and wii-ed.
Went home. :D

But I want you to move on, so I'm already gone.

2009-10-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it?
Tomorrow's the last day of school already!
Time flies, doesn't it?
It's like WHOOSH, another year is gone.
Getting report book tomorrow.
Gonna have to choose the combinations.
ELECT GEOG? ELECT HIST?
I dont know which to choose. :(
I dont even know if I can get in A math...
I'll be so sad if i cant! :((

Haha anyways,
Today was such a boring day!
Had Ebay.
Mini booths set up with some items on sale.
It was funny watching how the prefects were advertising the items. Haha.
But other than that, it was quite boring.
After that still have to go AVA room watch video.
Was talking most of the time during the video. :)
Had our long 45 min recess again. :D
Then had some RACIAL HARMONY THING so BORING...
Then had to do some collage thing somemore.
So just anyhow do and handed it up.
After school had dance, but without lao shi.
So it was pretty slack.
But managed to brush up on our movements.
Had a nice 5-10 min talk with the dancers :)
Pretty nervous for tomorrow's performance..
Hopefully all goes well.
And hope Wan Ling's arm recovers in time!
Haha, went to BTP with anlynn rachel audrey and xin lei.
Ate KFC, was chatting and laughing a lot :D
Talked about lots of stuff.
And was browsing around some halloween stuffs.
SO FUNNY! The princess dresses on sale could like fit me!
Hahah.
Had a great time with you guys, we should do it again sometime!

You make my life all worthwhile.

2009-10-27T02:57:00.000-07:00

"Live the life you like to live, give the love you love to give."
Haha awesome phrase :)

Anyways today was the first day of post exam activities.
Had frisbee competition.
Our class lost all but won one. :/
Always like that, that time sports carnival,
We were the only class that didnt win anything at all. :(
Haha, anyways,
Had 45 mins of recess! :D
HAHAHA.
And then Miss Olivia came into class and we played boggle, again.
But this time its computerized.
It was quite boring.
Haha, our team was like spamming the list with words that doesn't even make sense.
But in the end still lost.
The winning team would get A big box of Kinder Bueno!
But in the end i asked Jaoon if he could spare 1, and surprisingly,
HE DID!
Went Macs for lunch, then headed to holland for drums.

Results were not very satisfying. :(
Report book coming this Friday.
Hoping for the best! :)

Head's spinning right round right round.

2009-10-17T05:03:00.000-07:00

Havent been blogging in a while.
Though exams are over. :D
Firstly cos there has been dance almost everyday.
Second, there's nothing much to blog about.
But guess what I'm feeling bored now so I'm posting . :)

Anyways, today was very slack.
After assembly had to do streaming things. ><
So hard to choose!
So many people wanna take combination 1, like impossible to get in. :(
Still choosing between geog or history.
AHHHH.
Later choose then regret.
But I think i'll try getting A math.
Hopefully can get in.
Anyways, after that Mdm rossenah (however you spell it) came in the hall and started playing Boggle? HAHA.
So boring.
Than later Miss Lai came in the hall and went through math paper 2 there.
Than Miss Goh came in the hall after Miss Lai to return Geog paper.
Got 74, was so happy then i see everyone else get like higher then me. :(
Well checked the papers calculated bla bla.
Had recess.
Mrs chia lesson after that, and she let us chat in our groups. So kind. :D
Played TRUTH OR DARE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Rachel comes up with the craziest dares ever.
Hehe, well yea had fun. :)
Haven't laughed so much in a while .
After a while, switched to heart attack.
Fun also. :D
Went for assembly, super boring.
Talks, talk, food from the heart bla bla.
After that, got rehersals for the arts festival thingy.
And I saw Miss goh and miss siti singing together.
DAMN NICE.
So anyway, rehersed.
Went home.

You know I'll walk a thousand miles just to see you.

2009-10-15T01:29:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Exams are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like FINALLY.
Hahah.
I kinda screwed some of the papers tho. T.T
History, Lit, MATH.
Oh wells, i guess i should "enjoy while I can", before results come out. Hehe :P

Anyway I was like so happy after art was over! :D
Went West mall to eat Mos burger and talk.
Wanted to watch movie but there was no nice shows except the meatball one which was only available in 3D and cost $13.
So ex ><
So in the end never watch.
Decided to go Rach's house to play guitar hero and its was DAMN FUN! :D
She had the guitar and the drums, so cool la!
Play for super long, tried the guitar and drums, surprisingly i thought the guitar was easier LOL.
Hahah.
I wanna go her house play again. :P
Soon ok!

WELL CONGRATS EVERYONE FOR FINISHING YOUR EXAMS AND,
~~STUDY HARD~~, PLAY HARDER.

Break down our pride, and all the walls we've built up inside.

2009-10-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Blog's almost dead. But thats because of exams...
Trying hard to study hard for exams but keep getting distracted by many things.
Ahhhh.. still stuck in the first chapter of history.

Oh yea!
Today mrs chia just stomped out of our class today during physics.
Than it was sooo scary!!
Haha ok nvm just an extra fact for you :)
Brb till end of exams!

You never seem to accept my apologies for what I did last year
So i dont know what to do anymore
And you keep saying i never cared, never bothered!!!
WHY?
You said you never held it against me, but....
You seem like you are holding everything against me.
I'm just so so confused.
But for now, concentrate more on your exams k.
All the best.

Opened my eyes, turned around and realised how much of a mess i had created.

2009-10-01T01:03:00.000-07:00

1 down, 8 more to go.
Just had english exam today.
pretty easy i guess.
Somehow every paper mr woo sets seem to have something to do with the environment.
well, confident that i can get at least a B.
hope so. :/

gonna be a short post cos im gonna study for chinese tmr. @.@
i hate chinese.

You gave your best when I did nothing at all.

2009-09-25T23:21:00.001-07:00

Well havent been blogging in a while.
Anyway, today was quite normal.
First up was Physics.
Yeah did some quiz stuff on first half of the year topics.
Remembered most of them ;D
After that was geog, just did notes that miss goh gave us..
Than she let us study bio for today's bio test.
So study lor.
Than the next period bio alr, every one chiong-ing bio,
Mdm valli come in and say that the test postponed to after school.
Ok lor, more time to revise. :)
Than recess.. Than English.
Did presentation, than izzul and brendan keep laughing at i dont know what.
LOL make me lose concentration. -_-
Yeah anyway, was math later.
Miss lai gave us 2 whole periods to study bio.
Wah i study until sian alr.
Ok math over alr, mdm valli came and gave us the bio test.
Was quite easy actually.
So handed up the paper and headed home.

I FAILED MY ENGLISH COMPRE TEST SHIT SHIT SHIT. ><
GOTTA STUDY STUDY STUDY.

A touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall.

2009-09-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

Yay i'm on the computer now cos i've just completed all the tests for this week!
But language papers are coming soon.
): gotta start revising chinese soon!

First period today was math,
pretty slack, as usual.
Than was CME, mdm valli always comes in with some art n craft stuff.
So today we made these DNA things that looked pretty cool . HAHA.
After that recess was art.
We went down to some deserted field that was super muddy.
Went there to spray paint on our final year exam background.
Mine turned out to be a disaster.
So i tried again but there wasn't enough time to spray finish.
Mr ho even took the spray paint from me .. =.=
And the worst part is because it was so muddy all of us use our shoes and scrubbed it against the drains and floor and there was mud everywhere.
Mr ho asked us to clean up the mud on the floor.
So used tissue and clean LOL.
After that went to toilet and wash our shoes with wet tissues.
Than went back to class, had english test!
Compre close was really difficult!
I dont know why i felt so sleepy during the test.. :x
Sure gonna fail, or just pass. ):
Than mother tongue..
Did zuo wen, was gonna have retest on ting xie after that.
I rushed my zuo wen until no time to revise for ting xie..
So yeah sure gonna retest again. ):
Went pizza hut after that,
saw gentle wind . LOL.
And bused home.

There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me.

2009-09-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

Haha yay i'm on blogger now because i am currently doing my music research.
Which I have no idea on how to do it.
But anyhow la just get 1 stupid grade can alr :P

So today was ok..
First was PE and we're still doing frisbee.
Played with jessica and all against ashley..
Super tiring.
Than was math and miss lai returned out math test..
I got 16 supposedly, but i got 2 extra marks so i got.....
16+2=18 marks .
Happy that i got a distinction for it but not happy because i made so many dumb careless mistakes.
And to make things worse almost half the class got an A1 for it while i'm stuck with a A2. =.=
But yeah at least i got an A.... :D
Anyway later recess
After that was Geog, and we got back our geog test also.
And i just got a1.. 15/20
2 marks loss because of careless mistake again.
Somehow, there's still no satisfaction deep down.
But yeah anyway.
Later was music, saw 2/1 and 2/2 's music video.
Than bio, which we did practical test.
Test on URINE.
Omg right, i dont know if it was real or not .. :X
Haha but didnt really remember the steps at first but suddenly remember after seeing the ppl around me do..
So yeah my dad suddenly sms me say he's gonna pick me up and drop me at holland for drum.
So yay.

Oh man there's gonna be 2 tests tmr, home econ and lit, plus ting xie!!
Gotta study for it later. :)

The reason for doing what I am doing is because i think she is right,
Why can't you just forgive her??
Why cant you let it go??
Why must you hold on to it for so long??
You have your own buddies too right?
When have you ever tried????
I also can enjoy my life without you.
And also i've said many times I dont fit in with and your friends anyway.

The smile on your face lets me know that you love me.

2009-09-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD YET!

So anyway today is my dad's birthday. :)
Baked a cake for him in the morning.
Brownie actually.
Than used marshmallows to make a smiley face .
Waited for abt 3 hrs before he came home and we surprised him!

I cant believe how exams are only..... 10 days away.
21 days for humanities..
STUDY HARD PEOPLE!!

So what do you want me to do?

What's going on???

2009-09-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

And so, another update to keep this boring blog alive.
Holidays so far was..... very normal.
But kinda satisfiying, because of the 10 hrs of sleep i get almost everyday. :)
Well its back to school on monday alr, time flies.
And when there's gonna be no more slacking when we get back to school cos there's going to be tests and more tests followed by exams.
And before you know it, everything's over.
In the meantime gotta really do well and REALLY study hard to get the combination i want.

Anyway, I suddenly like audition again LOL.

I dont get it,
I've tried apologising time and time again,
And you never seem to accept anyone of them
I dont know what more you want me to do !!
What did I do to make you think like that??
And right now......... I really dont know whats happening.
But in the meantime, be strong ok, really just trust him and pray.

Your Grace shall be my Strength.

2009-09-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

Woo~ Today is 09/09/09 . HAHAHAHAH.

Haven't touched homework yet... :/
Omg FYE is soon.
But seems like i have no motivation to study at all.
Holidays so far is just OK.
Been passing time by playing lego with my sister, playing drums, going over to neighbour's house or vice-versa, swimming.
No life right. :(
Gotta study sooooooooooooon!

The guilt deep within.

2009-09-04T01:22:00.000-07:00

Haha went Zhiting's birthday on tues!!
Super fun though it rained when we went sentosa.. ):
So didnt really get to enjoy the beach.
Decided to go Koufu after that.
Ate lunch.
Talked..
Later went outside for a while since the rain wasn't that heavy anymore.
The guys started playing at the little pond place outside koufu.
Looked quite fun so me clara and rach went to change into our getting wet clothes and joined them. :)
Splash and splash only! HAHA.
Got damn wet and everone was staring at us.
Went beach for a while..
Than showered and left sentosa.
Decided to go bowling at some place.
Haha me n rach were a team, and got straight 0s all the way!!
But than we used a diff method, also known as the gay method. :)
And it works!! :)
But end up still only get like 30+ .. =.=
LOL.
Yeah we went to zhiting's restaurant after that.
Played with Bing bing. :D
He's so cute but yet naughty at the same time!!
And the food there was awesome!
It was such a fun day haha :)

Anw, today was quite slack..
Had maths..
Math now is sooo slack after we've finished the whole syllabus.
Miss lai just give us worksheets...
Yah than after that was english,
Miss Olivia just did some summary correction..
Yes than recess.
Physics as usual copy copy copy.
Than chinese Yang meh meh come our class do whatever letter..
Than instead of assembly we got our PPRs back.
Omg i deproved a lot eh..
Failed math .
The rest all B and C's.
:(
Only 2 distinctions and 1 of them was Home ecs... -.-
SO SAAAD .
But nvm must work harder for FYE! :D

Today is super slack cos there's no dance. :/
AND HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! :D TIME TO WORK HARD AND PLAY HARDER! ;)

my tagboard's dead . -.-

2nd post for today

2009-08-31T05:51:00.001-07:00

Ha, today was teacher's day celebration.
First 2 periods of history was boooring.
Than the first item for the concert was Beat It performed by a band.
Than next was Billie Jean.
And OMG Ryan was impersonating MJ, did moonwalk and some MJ moves.
Hahah!
Yeah than next song was some song i dont know.
And the next.
Poor singers, had to raise their voices cos the microphones were faulty. =.=
Anw, and after that was dedications to teachers,
Which was hilarious when Keefe Chan's picture appeared.
HAHA.
After that the prefects did some dance? LOL.
Than the sec 3 prefects danced the nobody dance!
So cute! haha.
And than they gave out the awards but the mic was spoilt so couldn't even hear what award went to who...
But anyway, we were dismissed after that! :)
Went pizza hut and popular.

Going to Zhiting's birthday tomorrow! :)

I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away.

2009-08-31T00:46:00.000-07:00

I never knew how much hatred I had planted in you.
I guess I was too insensitive.
You had been a really great friend to me.
I dont know what made you think otherwise.
But i'm sorry, for stepping into your life, and messing it up.

Not the word sorry, but the meaning of it.

And if I told you I loved you, would that be... enough?

2009-08-30T04:32:00.000-07:00

Today was pretty tiring ..

Woke up late, so we decided to go for 2nd service.

Sermon was pretty funny :)

Yeah than went Ion Orchard to eat .

Took some photos while waiting for the lift.

The toilet's damn nice.

The food there is awesome !

Walked to Isetan to buy my sister's stockings for her performence, but I stayed in the Kid's section.

So many cute stuff there! :D

Yup, went home.....

Than Justine and Giles came over.

Played Wii together with my sister.

They left at 7, and shortly after that,

my brother called me into my room and when I went in,

I saw my sister doing a full 180 split! :O !

I am not kidding.

Haha, she posed for me :)

Tmr's teacher's day performance,

And only 2 periods of history before that!!

:D .

And all I have left is a memory of you.

2009-08-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

I finally found the time to blog again . :)
And today was okay, normal.
Just like any other day.
First was math, we got back our math test papers, remember the subsets and venn diagrams one?
Yup, I got 15!
Ahhhhhhhhhhh so overall I still failed.
Hopefully EOY can pull me up. :/
Yeah than it was home econs.
Got back our test again.
Did corrections and the recipe for our course work.
we decided to do chicken curry and potatoes in a bun! :D
FABULOUS!
Than recess .........
After that was physics.
Again copied notes, corrections bla bla..
hahah than it was english, we went to the computer lab to do the travel plan thing.
Haha we did JAPAN.
And rachel was searching for the events in japan, when she found out that Japan celebrates Naked festival?!
HAHAH. Than there was this picture with a bunch of guys wearing only their underwear.. ><
And last 2 periods, chinese.
Lu Jing made some people stay back after school to do the ting xie corrections.
I was one of them.. ):
But got to skip abt 1 hr of dance :)
Copy until siao alr eh.
Than Xin Lei was like " EH COPY SLOOOOWER LAH! "
Ha.
So yup we went for dance after that..
After changing and eating all,
Skipped abt 1 and a half hours.
But it was pretty slack, again.
Cos she was busy scolding the sec 1s. :/
So we just stood there, watching.
Haha so yup after dance bused home with anlynn rachel audrey wee lin and inez.

Did you ever push away the ones you should have held close?

2009-08-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

Oh Yeah!
I'm gonna watch UP today with my mum, sister and brother! :D

I WANT TO WATCH THE PROPOSAL.

You know the world can see us in a way that's different from who we are.

2009-08-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

Hi people!
So, today was pretty normal.
Clarified some stuff for the math test after school..
Yup, and then was CME..
And Mdm Valli is still not over the "magic word" thing..
LOL.
And recess blah blah blah.
And than was art.
SOOO boring !
Hahah Yi jun was repeating everything Mr Ho said, and he got in trouble..
Mr ho made him call his parents.
But obviously he wont so he called Jun Ping instead !
And Mr Ho thought it was his Mum!
Haha!
But he didn't find out..
And then was English,
Doing some forum thingy.
Than after that was mother tongue,
Still doing chapter 17!
Had to stay back after school for the Math test.
I realised that I needed to get 20/25 for this test to pass maths. :/
But maybe that wont be a problem. :D
Hopefully I can pass my maths.
It was about set notation and venn diagrams and all..
Pretty easy, surprisingly.
But after discussing the answers after the test, I realised I may not got 20. :/
Hopefully I can tho.
Yup anyway after that went BTP with xin lei and rach to help audrey buy a birthday present for her cousin..
And than went Pizza hut.
Got damn high.
Hahahah!
Saw a couple PDA-ing.
And the waiter came up to them to serve them their drinks and saw them PDA-ing.
So funny!
Hahah!

I'm sorry,
But I really don't know what to do anymore.

And all my eyes wanna see is a glimsp of you.

2009-08-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

Updated photos!

Neoprints!

Ahhh...!

I've been deproving so much in my tests and all!

As in really!

I got 20/100 for math test!

39 for chinese.

Just passed my bio.

Just passed history.

Just passed english.

Ah, must really bulk up for end of year exams if I wanna get in A math and pure science.

But anyway, that aside..

I went ion orchard with my mum yesterday to collect my phone.

Yeah, after that we went to shop around for clothes and accessories, but bought nothing. :/

Ate dinner at this ramen place.

Really good! :D

But the queue was damn long.

So bought japanese chicken balls and some fish cracker with potato inside while waiting.

DELICIOUS!

Went home.

Completed my homework.

ARHH!

I Still havent done geog and physics project which is due tomorrow!

I'M SO SCREWED.

And I ache to remember all those violent, sweet, perfect words you said.

2009-08-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

Haha, just celebrated my birthday..
Had a sleepover and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
So yup, after dance, me, shafia and audrey went to serene centre to rent movies for the night.
After that decided to cab down to my house since we were sooo lazy to walk! :D
Changed and got ready and cabbed to west mall.
Met Rach and then played DDR, took neoprints.
Than met anlynn outside the arcade.
Haha.
So yea, we started to get hungry and so we decided to go swensens and eat.
And guess how much the bill was.
$111.47! Ahh!
The GST and service charge was like $10 and their service was like shit la.
But anyway paid the bill.
Took one more neoprint and went home.
Went downstairs for a while.
And my parents brought a cake down hahah so sweet! :)
Yup, so we were just about to get changed and jump into the pool when it started to drizzle..!
Sad.
So after bathing and all we watched HSM and then watched Angus, thongs and perfect snogging.
OMG AARON JOHNSON IS SOOO HOT! :DDDDDDD
Hahah.
Yup shafia fell asleep halfway so we decided not to wake her up.
Started talking.
And felt hungry so cooked instant noodles.
And then later started talking again.
Anlynn told us more about QT.
she's so annointed man!!
Yup and than when we were gonna sleep,
Shafia woke up. :/
But yea, slept at around 4.
The next morning, we went downstairs again and took photos.
Haha anlynn was so amused with the gigantic bungalow next door !
Later giles and justine joined us..
And after lunch, all of them went home!! ):
I went for service.
After service me, clara and zhiting walked to koufu.
And clara suddenly closed my eyes and dragged me to some table!!
Hahah than when she opened my eyes there was a cake!
So sweet haha! :D
Thanks guys!
So yup and than went out for dinner with my family !
Had fun.
Update photos soon. :D

One minute is love and suddenly its like a battlefield.

2009-08-08T03:14:00.000-07:00

Omg soo long never post already.. :O
Haha, anw i woke up this morning and felt so sian..
But yeah went out for lunch, than went to level session at RELC.
So many people in our DG never come..

Anways, me anlynn rachel and audrey went to novena yesterday after the national day celebration.
Didnt know where to eat, so we decided to eat in KENNY ROGERS!
So expensivee...!
After that they came over to my house and played drums.
Haha me and rach taught anlynn and audrey how to play.
Anlynn was like screaming while playing! Hahah.
Yeah later rachel was supposedly supposed to go for her dental but she called the dental place and they told her it was next week!
Haha so we walked her all the way down for nothing! Hah. :P
But the bus stop was near a petrol station so we bought some ice cream.
Walked back up and decided to watch Dora the Explorer! :D
But unfortunately it was in malay! ):
Than changed the DVD and watched High School Musical!
Haha AnLynn has not watched it before!!
Watched and sang at the same time with rach and aud. :)
Hahah anlynn was really enjoying the movie and delayed for abt 20 mins before going home!
Haha.
Sooo lonely when they went home.. ):
Made an effort to do math homework after they left.
Than later Giles and Justine came over and played wii. :D
Such a fun day!! ;)

Sometimes I dont get it.
One day we're friends and the next day, everything's gone.
It's always like that.
So what is it?

2009-08-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

And so,
I woke up early today,
Cos i needed to go to Jurong Library to discuss the debate thing..
"Nuclear weapons should be allowed."
Such a hard topic.
But manged to finish up the points and all.
Though the guys did most of it. :P
Haha.
But ended up i was late for my sister's 5th birthday celebration,
Somewhere in Dempsy, this Gogo Bambini playground.
Damn huge man.

Than after playing, the lil babies went into the party room and started playing kiddy games!

So cute!

Yeah my bro tried to fit in.

Than they played this "Freeze when music stops and jump when music plays" game.

MUSIC START!

FREEZE!
Than some other mini game.

FOOD!

Yes, I joined the lil babies to eat chicken sausages and nuggets as that looked much more appetizing than the adult food that consisted of vegetarian spring rolls and mushroom pizza.

Cute lil sis with cute lil bryan!

Haha took photos in the car..

In conclusion..

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY NING NING! (AKA NATALIE) :)

Maybe backstabbing is more common than I thought.

2009-07-25T09:48:00.001-07:00

Wahaha~
Just came home from the zone concert.
Was awesome to the max man!! :)
Conference was quite boring lah at first.
The hillsong band was answering questions from the audience.
Than the DG guys, me and cheryl went out to eat while Joel Houston was talking.
Haha while crapping, my contact lens came out. =.=
Washed it with water than put it back on.
Soooo painful and uncomfortable!
Anyway got used to it. :/
Went back in just in time for Pastor Judah Smith.
Haha he's so funny and cool lah!
I like the way he preaches :D
After preaching, had a 3 hour break.
Ate at the foodcourt outside.
Went back into the waiting place.
(People who went to the conference got priority into the auditorium first! hehehe. )
We ended up going in like 40mins earlier.
There was so many people!!
So just wait...
Took photos to kill time. :P
The light dimmed.
Than finally,
The zone started off with this breakdance. :D
Than the band came and the awesome p&w started.
So damn hyper! :)
After that, pastor Judah Smith came and preached again.
He's such a great speaker!
Great guy of God! :D
Hahah, than lots of people re-dedicated their lives and accepted christ.
After they went off to the welcome lounge,
Hillsong rocked the stage again.
Hyper again at the last part where they played the fast fast song.
Jump jump jump! :DDDD
Haha yes so went to have supper with cell group.
Took MRT home.
So long from expo.
Haha, yes i'm lazy to upload photos.
It was really just so awesome.

2009-07-24T06:38:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh!
Just 1 more day to THE ZONE. :D
HILLSONG IS COMING TO TOWN~
HAHAHAHA.
Before that there's gonna be a conference by Pastor Judah Smith.
Than 3 hours break before the concert!! :)

Haha anyway,
Met Cheryl and Kang Shi for lunch at SP.
Got lost!! Couldn't find the food court, so asked some SP people who walked past.
Haha.
Took MRT to Expo to pack goodie bags for the zone,
So yes, I already know what is in there. :D
Its pretty good stuff.
It was pretty fun, packing.
Than me and Cheryl took photos out of boredom.
Pack and pack and pack.
Than went to eat at Subway.
Ate half of a 6 inch sandwich.
Took the train home.

OMG THE ZONE THE ZONE~~

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry.

2009-07-20T20:02:00.001-07:00

Ah!
The fever keeps coming and going.
And it spins my head right round! ):
Haha.
So anyway I think I'll be back to school tomorrow.
Haven't even finished the first paragraph of cao xie..
Neither have I studied for the Chinese test!!
Ahhhhhhhhh.

I've never been able to fufill your dreams,
Never been able to make your wishes come true.
Now it's really over.
There's nothing I can do to make it up to you.
Sorry.

2009-07-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

Ah this morning so blur!! ><
So what happened first thing in the morning?
Test.
Geog test.
It was okay tho.. :D
Than Bio.
Which was not actually bio.
Cos we were discussing on our class t-shirt.
Majority wanted branded t-shirt instead of non branded,
But we still went with non branded. (I think)
Yeah so recess,
Stayed in class and studied physics.
But didn't really manage to absorb anything. :/
Than we had math.
But Miss Lai gave us time to study for our physics test! :)
And yeah so Mrs Chia gave us the test.
It was pretty okay too, surprisingly.
And there was no assembly, again.
Mdm Valli came and showed us some boring videos on how to be a good neighbour and blabla..
Than continue talking about class t-shirt again..
Met Anlynn after school.
Than halfway, Aud and Xin Lei decided to follow Rachel to take mrt...
So left me and Anlynn.
We went BTP to eat.
So instead of studying, we talked, since there wasnt a lot of homework. (:
And then we moved to KFC and talked about stuff.
We also had a 'bible-study' session fron Anlynn's notes!
Such powerful and inspiring verses man!
Thanks for sharing yeah. :)

2009-07-14T03:19:00.000-07:00

Mdm Valli gave us new seating arrangements.
And I had to sit all the way in front.. -.-
Wth!
Anyway to start off the day,
We had literature with Miss Goh.
To cut a long story short she accidentally spilled her water onto me by knocking her un-capped waterbottle on accident.
She kept apologizing again and again!
And she even gave me 2 butterscotch candies!! (:
So cute lah she!
Than later was maths.
Couldnt digest anything at all.
Than recess, blablabla...
English was sooooo boring, as usual.
Watched videos on genetic diseases for Bio.
Took 151..
Decided to go Holland for lunch.
Went for drum lesson.
Headed home and used the computer.

2009-07-12T04:13:00.000-07:00

Haha watched phineas and ferb this morning.
Anyway, didn't go to church today.
I stayed home and actually did my cao xie because I thought that I'd be going to my cousin's house later today.
But later, I found out that my cousin's would only be coming tomorrow.
Sigh.

B.O.R.E.D.O.M K.I.L.L.S.

2009-07-10T02:53:00.001-07:00

Let's talk about school today shall we?
English was soooo boring,
UNTIL,
IT came.
The gigantic,
Humongous,
Frightening,
GRASSHOPPER came into our class!! (Lame.)
I mean seriously it was REALLY huge.
Like it's pregnant or something
It was resting comfortably at the corner of the class,
Until the boys came and disturbed it.
Than it swooped down to mine and shafia's table.
Shafia got sooo frightened that she ran and screamed like MAD.
And so she sat at Abu's table till recess.
Chinese, as usual, Yang meh meh talk and talk and talk and talk..
And later met Aud and went home together.

Yeah!! Cousins from states are coming over this Sunday!!
SLEEPOVERS.

How long more?

2009-07-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

Today was like sooo boring..
English lesson was all about 'argueing' over chocolate,
Whether time out or m&m's are better.
For Geog, did some water experiments.

Hah random picture.
Anyway, mother tongue after goeg and i screwed my formal letter thing.
Dang.
And sooo , recess.. Realised the canteen is not split into two anymore (:
Math, learned how to do Pythagoras' Theorem.
And later, CME.
It was soo boring me and Shafia started doodling.
And while doodling, it led to some other stuff. :P
ANYWAY,
Did the physics project.
Went for drum lesson.
It moved to Holland V now. :/
Went home.
And yes, this is my boring life.

2009-07-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

Haha,
So since Shafia told me to post more often even though the day was normal/boring,
Here I am. (:
Today's goeg lesson was pretty interesting.
Miss Goh layed out pieces of newspaper on the floor,
And called out a few names.
We were supposed to 'squeeze' and see how many people can stand on the area of the newspaper.
So we did and it got so cram.
Shafia started 'pushing' around and caused many of us to fall out of the newspaper. ;)
And so when we went down for recess,
We realised that the canteen has now split into half.
One half for the lower sec,
And the other half for the upper sec.
Then the second half was soooo empty while the other half was sooo cram.
What the hell lah.
Math was just doing some worksheets..
Later we went down to the lab to do practical.
Went out for lunch at subway.
Oh yea and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :)

There's still a big question mark in my head.
Still wondering why.
But i won't give up hope yet.
Till then.
Take care.

2009-07-01T01:44:00.000-07:00

School's started..
Boring.
But not as boring as the holidays tho.
Haven't been studying lately.
Nothing interesting to update at the moment.
Update soon!

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.

2009-06-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

I'll be flying off to Penang tomorrow..
I chiong-ed homework today..
But still didn't mange to finish all of them.. D:
And what's more there's no extra holidays anymore. )':
Damn you PM Lee.
And because of that,
I'll have to skip the first day of school again,
Where Mdm Valli will probably make me sit alone again.
Noo!
Haha well anyway, will be back on monday.
Not gonna bring my phone with me cos there's a lot of pickpockets there. :/
See ya ! :D

2009-06-22T01:56:00.000-07:00

1 more week left before school re-opens..
And I still havent done half of my homework!! :/
Still working on 2 math practice exam papers..
Been shopping alot lately.
With my auntie! :D
Bought a new swimming tank top and a pair shorts.
Woohoo~
We also went to this fish spa thingie..
Where like fishes nibble on your leg and eat up your dead skin.
I tried it and OMG,
it was super ticklish! :P
And i finally cut my hair!!
Ah that hairstyler anyhow cut my fringe and now it looks a little like bangs!! D:<
But hopefully after it grows longer it'll return back to my normal hairstyle.. :/
Flying off to Penang this Wednesday..
Skipping first day of school again!! D:<
Unless there's the H1N1 extra holiday thing.
Which i hope will happen.
Hopefully Mdm Valli doesn't make me sit alone AGAIN.
Okay gotta continue doing my math paper again..
Post again soon.

2009-06-12T23:48:00.001-07:00

Wahahaha!
My dad purchased a drum set on monday.
And it has just arrived!! :D
Oh my gosh it's so beautiful..
And it's mine!!
Praise the Lord!
THANK YOU DAD!! WOO~
((: ((: ((:

2009-06-11T22:56:00.001-07:00

Im sitting in front of the computer now,
Tired but happy.
4 straight days,
No handphone, no computer, no iPod, no nothing.
Just came home from the awesome adventure camp!! :D
Crawled through tunnels filled with some gooey flour, eggshells god knows what they put in there.
Wandered through the forests at night blindfolded.
Rolled in mud and grass.
Unfortunately, no pictures were taken cos our handphones had to be confiscated and kept for 'safety reasons'.
Though the journey was tough,
It was a lot of fun.
The games planned were really original and exciting.
Got so dirty I had to throw away the clothes i was wearing.
The game facilitators were awesome!
Hyper, and super funny!
And hot too.. :P
WATER BOY. OMG.
He, is, so so so, handsome and hot!!
Not only that, he's so, intelligent!!
He can speak like 7 languages! MADNESS!
Including french and hebrews!
And once, he also sang for the french ambassador or something.
His english is so fluent like OMG.
And he also has this really charming accent.
AH!
Crocodile is super duper handsome too! :D
SIX PAC!!
Drug Addict is so so..
But water boy is still the most Charming, Handsome, Smart, etc etc guy in the whole of the Camp!
Haha okay..
Things got quite bad on the second day..
And we ended up losing basically all 10 stations.
Sad..
But nevermind lah.
Still had an awesome campfire on the last night to make it up.
Sang lots of so called retarded songs.
Such as butter factory.
Here's how it goes.

Hi, my name is Joe.
And i work in, a butter factory.
I have a car and a dog and a family.
One day my boss comes up to me and says,
Joe are you busy? I say no.
Good, turn the butter with your right hand.

Haha.
Many others but i forgot them alr.
I guess i shall stop here..
Cya (:

2009-05-31T19:48:00.000-07:00

School's out, holidays are here!
Holidays=boring.
I'm so damn boredzxc.
My brother and sister was playing wii,
My sister cried cos she lost,
My brother scolded her,
My sister cried even louder.
And i have to take 4 more weeks of this nonsence.
AH!!

I've said my piece.
But i have no idea what to do next.
I'm the cause of all your trouble,
And I'm sorry.
I'll figure out the right thing to do.
I should be responsible,
Not you.

2009-05-24T00:09:00.000-07:00

Such an awesome little hottie eh?
I'm under Kris Allenation now
Ah! :D
I watched the American Idol finale again this morning,
Loved it.
The part i hated most was when Adam sang with a band called KISS.
Oh my gosh what the hell.
They were like screaming or something.
BLEH! :x
I felt so touched when Kris hugged his wife at the end of the show.
Aww..
Go Kris!

ROCK ON! \m/

Now i shall update more on my life.
Yesterday was the PLAY at Tanjong Beach Sentosa.
It was awesome!
Here are some pictures. (:

Me and Clara on the bus on our way to sentosa! :D

Superb photography skills eh?

Dora and renee.

Joel and Joshua

Wayne staring at the camera.

Quincey (aka Crazy) listening intensely to Jason's story.

On the Sentosa tram on the way to Tanjong Beach!

The gigantic slide! :D

Later on, Dora got sabo-ed by us and ended up getting dunked. ;D

Waiting anxiously...

BULLSEYE! :D In she goes!

And there she is, all dripping wet.

The beautiful sunset in the early evening just before p&w.

The concert stage!

P&w was super crowded and hot. D:
But still super awesome.
The lighting was all fantastic.
Reached home at 11.50pm +
It was an awesome day.