Rain outside my window pouring down.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
from the inside out, Lord my soul cries out
What are you supposed to do when everything that meant everything, EVERYTHING to you, was going to be taken away from you?
Look at the bright side?
How are we supposed to look at the bright side when the dark side was 95% of it?
Life has its ups and downs.
And just when you experience your great big up, there came this even bigger down.
Why?
Is life supposed to be THIS cruel to you?
Sometimes, the reality is just so tough, so unreal, so... painful
You dont know how to face it.
You dont know what to do.
So you just breakdown every night just even thinking about it.
That pain that hits your heart immediately when people mention it.
Im tired of this


oh god, please help me.
every part of me cries out to you,
I cant do this on my own
Show me your plan for me
Tell me whats going on
why is this happening?!
why must it happen?
Why?

6:59 AM

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MELANiE.
13 14 on 15 August.
Currently in KHS New Town Secondary School.
E1/3 E2/3.
Attends NCC (DARE ministry) ;D

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Get above average for FYE.
A drum set.
My own laptop/ desktop. (Both are good! :D)
A Jansport bag!!!!!!!!!
A pencilbox.
Converse/Everlast shoes!
A new wallet.
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