Rain outside my window pouring down.
Friday, February 26, 2010
A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:
'I don't believe that God exists.'
'Why do you say that?' asked the customer. 'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?
Would there be abandoned children?
If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.
I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.'
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.
The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.
Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.
He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:
'You know what? Barbers do not exist.'
'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber.
'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!'
'No!' the customer exclaimed. 'Barbers don't exist because
if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'
'Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me.'
'Exactly!' affirmed the customer. 'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist!
That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world

8:01 PM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010
tonight i'm on my knees
Life ain't going that smoothly now.
my life is just.... unlucky.
This is crap feeling.
Sitting here doing nothing seems to be the only option,
I wanna do something, anything
Cos doing nothing hurts.
someone tell me what to do
why'd this have to happen?
cos this isn't what it's supposed to be.

9:25 PM

Monday, February 22, 2010
it's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair
Peace Pictures, Images and Photos

Hello haven't touched this blog in a while so here's just an update. :)
Today was as usual, an average day, a boring day.
First period, Health and Human Relations.
Finished the super sized me video.
The guy who had macs for 30 days gained 10kg man.
Second period, french. French just copying off the board and worksheet..
Learning some verb things.
Recess, then geography.
Did a worksheet but we were supposed to use the laptops to type out the answers.
I finished all my questions, wanted to go on fb but the stupid school blocked it so -.- .
Lunch, then had science. Finger prints.
Just did some finger print thingy.
We were supposed to press our fingers against the tile and then we would use powder and a brush to see out finger print.
Couldn't really see the prints but whatever haha.
And then had maths we're still doing pythagoras theorem..
ARHH today have so many homeworks :(
HHR mindmap, Maths homework and have to learn french dictation ! :(

10:00 PM

Friday, February 19, 2010
When I was 5 years old Pictures, Images and Photos

5:42 PM

Tuesday, February 16, 2010
today's a winding road that has taken me to places i didn't wanna go
:) :( Pictures, Images and Photos

Hello i know i have not been posting in a while sorry!
Here's an update on school life:

First period, had English.
We kind of had literature.
Yknow, poems and answer questions..
Then had PE but theory.
I didnt know so i brought my PE uniform along LOL.
Used laptops, had to form the human skeleton by copy and pasting images on the net.
Then had science.
We did this experiment about DNA.
There was peas blended until liquid form. (pea juice)
So had to mix detergent and meat tenderizer inside and ethanol.
And we were supposed to be able to pull out a long strand of DNA but for us we only managed to get white blobs of broken DNA.
Ha, well anyways.
Had lunch, then ceramics.
Ceramics continued with our cake thingy.
My cake looks like crap man.
But oh wells.
And that's the end of the day!

Nothing much happening.
On monday we had this swimming thingy. I didnt swim though.
Just sat down chat, and ate.
Made retarded music videos.
It was super and hot and i got sunburnt :(
Hurting like what now. ><
I have photos with my friends but i cannot find my cable for my phone!!!! :((
So until i find a computer with bluetooth i cant upload photos from my phone.
Okay that's all see youuu i miss you..


3:01 AM

Thursday, February 11, 2010
I wanna take back all the shit i've done
As i start to think about what has happened from sec 1 till now,
I realised and know how many stupid retarded things i've done.
So so many.
If only i could tell you I'm sorry.
If only I could go back and undo all the mistakes I've made.
If only I could rewind time and made the right choices and did what was right.
I'm so sorry if I had hurt anyone in the past. I really didnt mean it.
I really regret everything i've done.
So to anyone i've ever caused hurt to,
I'm really really sorry, from the bottom of my heart.
I was stupid and ignorant.
Please forgive me.

2:15 AM

Sunday, February 7, 2010
quotes Pictures, Images and Photos

"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out every fear."

11:14 PM

I will rise on eagle's wings
cute Pictures, Images and Photos

A little update on school life, hehekeke

First two periods was English.
So we did this fill in the blank test for our teacher.
And I finally received my first homework.
A piece of compo due next wednesday.
The compo is like, you choose a starter sentence,
and then you have to choose 3 things to put into your compo (A toe ring, A jamaican waitress, A love letter) something like that.
LOL so many random things sia.
And the whole of the second period was spent reading books in the library.
Haha, had recess, then had PE.
Ha, we had to run 1.6 km, 4 rounds around the field, under the blazing sun.
Very fun right! Omg man, it was so hot, but we ran 2 rounds then walked 2 rounds.
Changed, and then had assembly.
We went into our respective houses and Im in yellow house (willsmere) .
So yeah they just talk and talk. We're having this swimming thingy next week. :/
I'm gonna do 50m freestyle. (My PE teacher forced us to choose at least one event so yeah). After assembly had lunch, then had french.
French is super boring, Cos i have no idea what the teacher is talking about.
So i just sit there and do nothing, copy answers. LOL.
Then had geog teacher. I love my geog teacher man.
He said he had 7 kids and 3 of them are triplets.
Cool huh. hehe, and he gave us Delicious spearmints to eat.
Tasted like toothpaste. Very nice (Y)
After school I met my brother
And he said that his friend lives just opposite the school and he was gonna give my brother a lemonade ice cream.
I asked my bro to ask for one more for me.
hehe, yeah so we both got lemon ice-cream! Yummy! :)
and tram-ed home and here I am posting. :)

Ps: I was browsing through pictures when I came across the one on top. So cute huh (3

9:53 PM

Saturday, February 6, 2010
sweet dreams on a beautiful nightmare
Photography Pictures, Images and Photos

haven't been updating recently cos very lazy ahah.
But i'm super bored right now so..... haha.
Life so far has been pretty normal.
School has been how I expected it to be.
Haven't gotten any homework so far. hehe.
Shit man, i got the worst math teacher ever but oh well.
tomorrow i'm going to Planetshakers church.
Today I went bowling!
Its quite fun, i suck at bowling man.
well... nothing else to update.
That's it for now
Yes I know my blog is very boring, sorry :(

Wow i'm really bored, no one to talk to on msn :(

Ps: The picture on top is so cute right right right!!!!!

3:14 AM

Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I'll watch the night turn light blue but its not the same without you
I miss everyone in Singapore so much...
It doesn't feel right without you guys.
Like, i miss those times we used to hang out after school.
I miss the times where I could just go crazy anytime i wanted.
I miss the times during dance.
I miss the times we had in the bus.
I miss having recess together.
I miss sharing secrets with one another.
I miss every single moment we all had together.
I miss all the laughter we shared.
I miss all the tears we shed as well.
I miss telling each other our problems.
I miss telling each other girly stuff.
I miss every single thing!!!
Everyone who meant so much to me is not with me (physically)
And i just can't go crazy as before without you guys.
Maybe I just need time to adjust or something ....
oh well, maybe in time everything will get better
miss you.

Currently crazy over - Tonight (FM static) , Worth fighting for (Jackie Boyz) , and chicken rice

10:59 PM

I would go to the ends of the earth for You
Today was the first day of school! Yay? Haha.
So we took a tram down to school..
I hate it man my dress is so long.
It's like AT my knees and it's super irritating. Plus everyone else's is above their knees. >:(
Heh, so anyways, I reported to the general office and waited together with all the new students. Wait and wait and wait and stupid brother was complaining beside me "Why must I wait!!! Can I go first!!!!!!!"
Yeah, so she brought us the the gym for assembly.
Wah I tell you when i saw all the students it's really like !!! .
A lot of the guys had this super SHAGGY HAIR like covering their whole face!
And like a lot of the girls wore make-up and use ribbons to tie their hair wear bracelets and stuffs.
And like some of them dyed their hair. Quite a number actually.
Even the TEACHERS dyed also lo!
Haha, went to the library, where all the year 9s went.
The teacher was briefing us but like the year 9s were a bit rowdy and the teacher kept having to stop.
So yeah after our briefing we went in our connect groups (yeah this connect group thing is something like a pastoral care thingy something like a care group)
It was so pointless I tell you. We had to copy our timetable into our handbook. -.-
The timetable was ALREADY INSIDE the diary but we needed to copy the periods down again. Then talk nonsense.. For so long I tell you.
So had recess and met a lot of friends though this one girl , mostly asians but there were a few aussies.
Haha few of them were crazy over korean bands. :P (*wink wink rachel! )
So after recess had somemore of connect.
Oh but halfway during connect we had this firedrill.
We had to go out in the field and assemble according to our class.
It was super hot I tell you. Like reaaaally hot.
And then in the shade there all the teachers were resting there. zzz.
And my classmates were like introducing themselves to me, they are quite friendly :P
Then one girl told me that my school was the second ugliest school. -.- I was like oh man....... Haha.
Oh yah, the students here call the teachers 'sir' and 'miss' haha.
After connect group we had lunchtime!
So after lunch we go find our lockers.
When i opened my locker there was another bag inside !
Haha, so i gave it to the teacher and he took it to the office.
So i dumped my bag inside and went for maths.
Made friends with 3 new aussie girls. :) They are very nice actually. haha.
Then had maths.. The whole time we did problem solving..
And then headed down for science.
We had to do this experiment, like, use the dropper and drop the "fake blood" from say, 10 cm, then 20 cm and so on.
Till 200 cm! Haha, So yeah ... And that marks the end of my school day. yay.

Tomorrow gonna have home econs and ceramics but i dont really feel like going to school.
But oh well.
haha how are you doing in school?
Bed time's at 1030 it's 1011 now so bye see you!

1:50 AM

13 14 on 15 August.
Currently in KHS New Town Secondary School.
E1/3 E2/3.
Attends NCC (DARE ministry) ;D

Get above average for FYE.
A drum set.
My own laptop/ desktop. (Both are good! :D)
A Jansport bag!!!!!!!!!
A pencilbox.
Converse/Everlast shoes!
A new wallet.