So many things to do but so little time.
Why must things turn out this way?
Why must things end up with hatred?
Why?
I feel so helpless and useless and everything.
It sucks being the one in the middle.
I really just feel like running away from everything now
Decisions decisions decisions.
Once you make the wrong decision, everything goes terribly wrong.
And it's too late to regret it.
SHITS THIS.
The hardest phrase of my life is coming soon.
Very soon
So soon, it's so unreal, so unbelievable.
But yes i guess as they all say, the truth hurts.
It does.
If only I have seen this coming.
I would have stayed away and hid myself in a corner and isolated myself
Now it's even harder.
Oh well yes, i guess shit happens.
And we all have to bear with all this shit.
OH GOD, PLEASE GIVE ME THE EMOTIONAL STRENGTH TO PULL THROUGH THIS.
I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN.
I NEED YOU LORD.
IT"S JUST ONE MORE DAY LEFT HERE
LORD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP NOW.
BUT I KNOW YOU HAVE A PLAN LAID OUT AHEAD FOR ME
I'M TRUSTING YOU I AM.
BUT I JUST NEED YOU.
FROM THE INSIDE OUT LORD MY SOUL CRIES OUT.
Singing you, you bring me life.
You bring me hope.
You're all I need.
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